Our story is just another adaptation from a love song.

"We can make a million promises, But we still won't change. It isn't right to stay together when we only bring each other pain" - Mariah Carey.

"Its the way I'm Feeling, I just can't deny. But I gotta let it go" - Rihanna.

"Now I know what I don't want, I learned that with you" - Feist. 

"Whenever I hear goodbyes, It reminds me baby of you" - The XX

"Its you, its you, its all for you. Everything I do" - Lana Del Rey

"I want you to know, it doesn't matter. Where we take this road, someone's gotta go. But  I want you to move on, so I'm already gone" - Kelly Clarkson. 

5 years of us. I will miss you so much.

And then it comes again.

I have left this place so long ago. And the only reason I feel like writing again, is because I feel like I need to recollect myself. To get to know me better.

All this while I have lost myself with myself. I have lost track of who I am, people around me who really cares. I was blinded. It is not anyone's fault, but mine. It takes me years to finally realize this. I'm really glad i get to realize it now, at the the tender age of 21 years old. I'm not even 21 yet. Heck, 10 months to go. 

I wanna thank everyone around me who make me who I am right at this moment. My family, my friends, my lovers, my haters, my enemies and most importantly, myself for the past 20 years. 

Epiphany just bitch slapped me hard on the face. Real hard. This is not a wake up call. This is my talian hayat. Better make full use of it Wawa