congratulations to me!

i went job hunting yesterday at ioi mall puchong. wahhh.. it was quite tiring. tulis nama in every shop i go. u know what makes me so sentap?? most of the shops that tampal VACANCY kat depan tuh wanted chinese female to work. so racist! like duhhh, this is malaysia rite? we r all the same aite? bangsa malaysia. no race counted. but, luckily.. i got a job! best kan? on the day itself, the one kedai that is a watch shop call me when i am on the way home in my cayang's car. i was so excited!! cayang said to me, 'senangnye yayunk i dpt keje. congratulation' hehe. best kan? the funny thing is, i don't even know what is the name of the shop that im gonna work tuh. haha. silly me. yes! before i forgot, the pay is so damn cool weyh! RM900 ok? kaching kaching $$$$$
then, i went straight back home. running to the door and scream.. 'yeye! wawa dpt kerja dah mak'
lol. that is me, i love to scream. *wink* and everybody say congratulation to me. weee. im so proud of myself. i even text my eldest sister ana (yg kini berada di France with his husband) she and her husband said that they are very proud of me *senyum bangga, hidung kembang2*
yada, yada, yada... i ask mak if i can go to melaka. then she said yes. ayah pun was ok. i loveeeee u guys! u r the best! then... hush hush. can't tell. lol.
after all, i am so happy! wish me luck on my first day of working tomorrow :)


i am so confused!

hey, guys? am i the only one who feel this way? mane wei? where is the hype of finishing school? like hellloooo!! no more baju sekolah kuning2 tuu kan? *sigh*
i am super duper confuse.
oh yaaa! nowadays the Azan at my house skrg x dengar sgt. is it just me orrr... but mak did mention the same thing too.
ok la. g2g. buhbye



hands down.
i've been longing for so long just to lepak around the house doing nothing before this. clearly, im so wrong. i don't wanna just sit around doing nothing ok? i need something to do. i need to work. keep myself busy. coz things are not doing good between shahrul n i *tears* well, to keep things straight.. it has been like that for quite some time now. i don't know why. but things aren't the same anymore. i thot that we will be happier after i finished my exam (almost, but for me, it has ended. ngehh) back to square one, ok. he is just not himself anymore. then he said i plak yang dah changed. like duhhh. *sigh*
boring.. BORING!
i wanna do something! i wanna work! i don't wanna just stay home, fatten myself up. coz i have been eating non-stop when i'm bored. help. SOS

does ur name fit u?

A: has a smile to die for =)
B: is a nerd at times
C: can kick ur butt
D: great friend
E :has beautiful eyes
F: wild and crazy
H: likes someone
I: bestt boyfriend or girlfriend
J: is really sweet
K: gorgeouss
L: very good kisser
M: can be funny and dumb at times
N: easy to fall in love with
O: has one of the best personalities ever
P: popular with all types of people
Q: makes people laugh
R: gives good hugs
T: very opened - minded
U: is loved by everyone
V: not judgmental
W: very romantic
X: never let people tell you what to do
Y: very hot
Z: makes dating fun

check, check
n:easy to fall in love with
a:has a smile to die for
j:is really sweet
w:very romantic
a:easy to fall in love with ;p

a:easy to fall in love with (again?)
r:gives good hugs
i:best girlfriend
f:wild and crazy (so me!)
a:easy to fall in love with(oh gosh, im so lovable huh?)
h:likes someone

well, i guess it does suit me. i KNOW it suits me. haha


things to do

here are some of the check lists for the things that i have to do after SPM:

#dye my hair auburn brown
#cut my hair,not too much,just a short trimm
#tidy up my room
#cari kerje weyh..
#IPTA form (pls complete it)

ok, that's it for now, i guess. i'll update it later. ciao


yes! all those pain in the ass papers are gone with the wind. though i still have have est paper to sit on this thursday, but i am still super duper happy sgt! i am now more relax and calm. hey, i wanna meet all of my darlings. it has been a month since i last meet them.... and nak hang out dgn nina jgk!
gosh! nak tawu x? i've been menyibuk at nina's house like crazy these past few days..haih. but she said its ok :) i know she loooovesss me! lol. well, i am so happy! it is undescribable!


baby totz (;

tgk ni, kacau org b
lajar physics. haiyaa..

oh god, i can't help it! i have to blog abt how much i want to toss all of my books away! *evil smile*
sabar wawa, sabar.. another 5 days to go aite? then ure free like a bird ok? lol

my remedy of the week

Sometimes I find myself sittin' back and reminiscing
Especially when I have to watch other people kissin'
And I remember when you started callin' me your miss's
All the play fightin', all the flirtatious disses
I'd tell you sad stories about my childhood
I don't why I trusted you but I knew that I could
We'd spend the whole weekend lying in our own dirt
I was just so happy in your boxers and your t-shirt

Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too.

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?

Drinkin' tea in bed
Watching DVD's
When I discovered all your dirty grotty magazines
You take me out shopping and all we'd buy is trainers
As if we ever needed anything to entertain us
the first time that you introduced me to your friends
and you could tell I was nervous, so you held my hand
when I was feeling down, you made that face you do
There's no one in the world that could replace you

Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of me and you
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you feel the same way too

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?

by;lily allen, littlest things.

it's so happened that the person who introduced me this song was lily too. lol. but she is lily zahara la kan (nina's sister):)



it was pretty tiring keping up with my lil brother, abai. it was just the two of us. we went to ioi mall for movies. madagascar, escape to africa. hell yeah it was funny! but, i miss mr. S sooo much tho. he's not here. he's at sepang with his family (ohhh, i want him 2 b with me so bad!)
oh yeah, alex the lion's real name is ALAKAY. so ironic huh?

abai: wawa, can we go to kedai cd kejap?
me: ps2 games? u just bought like 2-3 days ago abai
abai: pls, i just wanna look ard..
me: *pause* ok..... ok...
*after awhile, he did not find what he wants*
abai: jomm pg kedai tu jap *pointing at this crappy japanese cartoon figures shop*
me: huh? r u serius?
abai: pls...
me: ok la. cepat

anyhow, he x jumpe jgk what he wants. then, the fun part. i drag him to reject shop. like brothers, like sisters, i did not find anything eye-catching too! *sigh*

yada, yada, yada.. the best part of the day! MAKAN AT KFC!! weeee.. weih, kenyang gila ok! abai n i nibble2 till our tummy stuffed out! lol.

perjalanan hari ini adalah ihsan daripada kakak ku, maslina ismail. *wink*



omg. i'm watching hindustan movie rite now. MUJSE DOSTI KAROGE. *wee wee wee*

my pearls of my life

ok, i know this will look so so cheesy.
naahh, i am sure u all felt this way once in a blue moon, right?

*insert telenovela music here*

i feel like i wanna tell the world how much these people meant to me. they move me. they turns my frown upside down. they make me laugh till my face hurts. they are just simply awesome. those two beautiful creatures up there are 'my pearls of my life'. my shahrul and my nina *smile*

i had this conversation with my bucuk just now..

me: cyg, i feel bad. i am so stressed! what if i get bad results cyg? i'm gonna make everyone dissapointed *tears*
shahrul: yunk, don't say that. u will do just fine. u have tried your best kan? i know u can do it. yunk, u are special taw..
me: *tears of joy* tq cyg. u always make me feel better *smile* i love u so much.
shahrul: i love u more yayunk :))

*this dialog strip sudah di edit untuk jadi lagi sedap*

oh, i feel so much better everytime i talked to my bucuk n my crazy partner in crime, nina. haha. they are important to me. very.


missing him

i met him just now. *smiling*
but, i miss him so much already ;((( oh noooo



inteligence plus character,
that is the true knowledge
-martin luther king jr.

cheesy to the jeezy huh? this what happened when i'm trying to be like a girl from the hood. y' know what i mean? oh yea.. *crunk music as the background music*

aku stresss weyh!

yada yada yada..
oh hell yes i'm stressed

Your Stress Level is: 59%

You are somewhat prone to stress, especially when life gets hard.

When things are good, you resist stressing over little problems.

But when things are difficult, you tend to freak out and find it hard to calm down.


GOOD GOD! NO! that is kinda high level of stress. i need my happy pills!

graduation class of 2008

well, it was one hell of a day :)
shout out to nina!! i pun malas sgt2 nak update my blog.